get it out (vent)

i always wanted a full thread dedicated to nothing but venting.
you can say whatever you want, to whoever you want.
but without actually saying it to them.

and since i have a pint of southern comfort in me, i feel like venting...now.

1st off.


**** all those people who said i would make it.
i hate every single one of them.

2nd off.

**** you britni, i didn't need you anyway.
playing mind games. making me feel like i was special to you.
but instead, you wanna play games.
you want to be a smoked out ***** with no life ahead of you.
kiss my ass.

3rd off.


chris, dont call me telling me that i need to grow up.
you're only 27 years old.
and the things you did when you were 21, you really dont want me to get started on.
i hate the fact that you're a suck up to dad now.
he doesn't give a ****.
he never has.
and in case you haven't noticed, he was high the whole entire time we've been born.
get over yourself.
just because you have a kid and a wife and a house and a dog named charlie doesn't mean you have the right to look down on me.

piece of ****.

4th off.

LEGGET, pick up your goddamn underwear off the bathroom floor.
im so tired of getting out of the shower and having dirty underwear stick to my wet feet.
and if you ever shave your pubes in the sink again, i'll ******* cut your throat.



phew.
i feel better.

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I need a long vacation.  By myself.

.i

ILL ******* KILL YOUR STUPID ASS. I ******* SWEAR IT! STUPID PIECE OF ****!

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so lets talk about my family.

i hate the fact that my older sister acts like nothings wrong with our family, like we're perfect.
i hate the fact that my 18 year old brother has to smoke and drink because he doesn't feel normal without it.


i knew a long time ago, that my family was FAR from normal. i came to terms with it.

so what, i lost my mother when i was 12.
so what, my dad shot herion for 35 years.
so what, my step mom was a fuckin psycho and a ***** who drank too much.
so what, at the age of 17, i was moving from state to state, house to house because i didnt want to watch my dad love my step mom more than he loved ME.
i mean fuuuuck, can't we all just be as normal and as perfect as that?

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Why do you offer to do something, then don't follow up at all? It's not a small thing you offered to do, and something that can't be pushed off until later. It's already ******* late!

j

Threaten my family you fat ****... i dare you. 

better watch what you say.  I have never seen someone so old act so childish.  I have known since the day i met you that you were a dumbass, and i am one of the few people that is not afraid to go toe to toe with you.  So watch your step!

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yeah so my best friend Jerry almost died last night. hes the manager of pizza hut in Chapel Hill, NC and he got held at ******* gunpoint last night for the huts deposit.

I MEAN WHAT THE ****!?

and not that anyone but me ******* cares. ya know! and my boyfriend just wants to fight with me. fight and fight and fight and fight. and i just walk away. i just shut up. bc he threatens me if i dont and so i just mind my own ******* business, but apparently he still has the right to talk **** to me, about me...when im LITERALLY not saying anything to him. **** that ****. i mean wtf? and i SWEAR it that if he treats me like a slave again, or threatens me for doing something that i have every right to do, then ill call the ******* cops.

ill call the cops and have him removed from my home. ill change Jonahs last name so its not his anymore. i will put child support on him, and then while hes in jail, i will have his right forcibly removed from him. and law says that if a parent is in jail, depending on what its for, the rights can be removed from that parent and they STILL have to pay child support.

and i swear ill ******* do it. HES A ******* PSYCHO. a ******* psycho. if i dont call the cops, i know ill kill him the next time he lands his hands on me. i swear it. i wont be threatened anymore.

and i talk to him, try to ask him about his day and what not...but NOOOOOOOO we cant have that now can we? does he even ask about my day? nope. he doesnt even know that im upset that i almost lost my best friend. **** him! this is stupid. he needs to be committed. hes got serious issues.

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 Virgothepoet wrote:

yeah so my best friend Jerry almost died last night. hes the manager of pizza hut in Chapel Hill, NC and he got held at ******* gunpoint last night for the huts deposit.

I MEAN WHAT THE ****!?

and not that anyone but me ******* cares. ya know! and my boyfriend just wants to fight with me. fight and fight and fight and fight. and i just walk away. i just shut up. bc he threatens me if i dont and so i just mind my own ******* business, but apparently he still has the right to talk **** to me, about me...when im LITERALLY not saying anything to him. **** that ****. i mean wtf? and i SWEAR it that if he treats me like a slave again, or threatens me for doing something that i have every right to do, then ill call the ******* cops.

ill call the cops and have him removed from my home. ill change Jonahs last name so its not his anymore. i will put child support on him, and then while hes in jail, i will have his right forcibly removed from him. and law says that if a parent is in jail, depending on what its for, the rights can be removed from that parent and they STILL have to pay child support.

and i swear ill ******* do it. HES A ******* PSYCHO. a ******* psycho. if i dont call the cops, i know ill kill him the next time he lands his hands on me. i swear it. i wont be threatened anymore.

and i talk to him, try to ask him about his day and what not...but NOOOOOOOO we cant have that now can we? does he even ask about my day? nope. he doesnt even know that im upset that i almost lost my best friend. **** him! this is stupid. he needs to be committed. hes got serious issues.

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 youarebeingliedto wrote:

 Virgothepoet wrote:

yeah so my best friend Jerry almost died last night. hes the manager of pizza hut in Chapel Hill, NC and he got held at ******* gunpoint last night for the huts deposit.

I MEAN WHAT THE ****!?

and not that anyone but me ******* cares. ya know! and my boyfriend just wants to fight with me. fight and fight and fight and fight. and i just walk away. i just shut up. bc he threatens me if i dont and so i just mind my own ******* business, but apparently he still has the right to talk **** to me, about me...when im LITERALLY not saying anything to him. **** that ****. i mean wtf? and i SWEAR it that if he treats me like a slave again, or threatens me for doing something that i have every right to do, then ill call the ******* cops.

ill call the cops and have him removed from my home. ill change Jonahs last name so its not his anymore. i will put child support on him, and then while hes in jail, i will have his right forcibly removed from him. and law says that if a parent is in jail, depending on what its for, the rights can be removed from that parent and they STILL have to pay child support.

and i swear ill ******* do it. HES A ******* PSYCHO. a ******* psycho. if i dont call the cops, i know ill kill him the next time he lands his hands on me. i swear it. i wont be threatened anymore.

and i talk to him, try to ask him about his day and what not...but NOOOOOOOO we cant have that now can we? does he even ask about my day? nope. he doesnt even know that im upset that i almost lost my best friend. **** him! this is stupid. he needs to be committed. hes got serious issues.

first of all, sorry to hear about your friend. thats pretty traumatizing. i hope he is doing fine.

and as far as your boyfriend goes..
fuuuck him.
if he lays his hands on you, get the fuckk out of that relationship.
men who hit women are worthless pieces of ****.
no matter how much he says he loves you, its not right.

i'm really sorry about all of that. i think its time you stood up for yourself.
remember, you have a kid to worry about here.

just a thought.

HI

do not.
i repeat
do not decide my car is your car too.
&& STOP calling me stupid.
i am far from stupid.
asshole.

a

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!

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I really don't appreciate you saying negative things about my body when I'm right across the room and can hear everything. And what gives you the right?? It's one thing when another girl says something because girls have this tendency to put other girls down to make themselves feel better, but when it comes from some guy I hardly know? It may not have come from a melicious place, but still, it hurt. I know it shouldn't bother me, but it made a bad day even worse.

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I can't take another night of being alone.  This feeling i have is killing me and i can not stand the way i feel and there is nothing i can do about it.

I ******* hate you for doing this **** to me.  HATE YOU!

GOOD RIDDANCE, you lying-thief-drama-queen

I'm SO HAPPY that you are finally moving out 2 months before our lease expires. I'm finally rid of you--- a lying-stealing-drama-queen for a roommate.

I wasn't being rude. i was being MEAN, because you deserve nothing but. After all the things I've done for you, taking you in and helping you out, being NICE to you and understanding your shortcomings, all I got in return are inconsideration and LIES. On top of that, you f*cking stole my SSN and have the nerve to act all indignant and hurt when I told you I can never trust you again. WTF?

All I can say is, GOOD RIDDANCE, and you better leave before the rent for the next month is due, or I'll either charge you for the rent for that month, or better yet, just throw all your things out and change the lock!

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 JoleneHeather wrote:

I can't take another night of being alone.  This feeling i have is killing me and i can not stand the way i feel and there is nothing i can do about it.

I ******* hate you for doing this **** to me.  HATE YOU!

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 shavei7 wrote:

 JoleneHeather wrote:

I can't take another night of being alone.  This feeling i have is killing me and i can not stand the way i feel and there is nothing i can do about it.

I ******* hate you for doing this **** to me.  HATE YOU!

It will get better Jolene. Sooner or later.

*hugs*

jesusssss

oh waaaa waaa waaa.
shut the FUUCKKK UP.
stop crying and whining about every thing that happens.

its life. 
write in a DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL message board.

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You always think you know me so well.  You don't.  I mean what I say; you should take me seriously.  Maybe one day it will be too late and I'll be gone.  You are so completely selfish.  It's all about you all the time.  Sh*t, how important do you think you are?!  I cannot keep giving to everyone until there is no more to give.  I know that is not how it is supposed to be.  I know where to get my strength; sometimes I'd rather b*tch about it instead.

goddammmm

just because you had a bad fuckin day, doesnt mean you have the right to yell at me.
i didnt do anything to you.
I HATE THAT.

dont talk to me all night. dont call me. dont message me. dont fuckin talk to me.
you've done enough for one night.

steve wilkos...

i hate this show. UGH I HATE IT. thats why i watch maury. but i got so fed up with steve, i wrote this letter to him. lol....


So I have some words I'd just love to say to you. I try not to watch your show because I think that you're just a psycho. It's okay to be passionate about the truth when it comes to abusive men and child molesters. That's one thing. I commend you in a way for being able to be so honest. But my issue with you is that how mature is a grown man who calls people names???? And so much of the time you are calling people names who either haven't done anything wrong, or whom you aren't for sure have done anything wrong. You know he said she said. And you can have your views and opinions, but why the name calling? You stand there and call everyone else morons. But what about you? You say you have kids of your own, and if that is so, then all you're doing is teaching them to call other people names just because you don't like them. Yeah Steve, great habit to teach kids. Awesome. Sometimes, people do deserve it. I give you that much. But I think anyone who uses their brain(or their ears for that matter)can't deny the fact that you do, often, talk down to some people who really don't deserve it. If you deny that, then you are the moron. Well I wouldn't say moron, I would say naive. You are so blinded by your own hate and what YOU think is justice, that anything else that anyone else says is worthless and deaf to your ears. You can put this on tv. I don't give a damn. Because I know that there are so many people out there who do agree with me. Call me all the names you want. But that won't erase the truth of what it is that you do. Steve, you don't just get to the truth and help people...you harass others who may not deserve it. Your holier than thou complex needs to end. It makes you act as if NO ONE in this world makes mistakes. There are people who come on your show and say that they made a mistake, and that they either have made up for it, or are trying to make up for it. EVERYONE is entitled to make mistakes sometimes. Someone SHOULD have taught you that growing up. And there are people who come on your show and HAVE made amends or are making amends for their wrong doings. And still you feel the need to call them names? That is flat out idiotic of you. I have no idear how you look yourself in the mirror knowing that you constantly spend your time knocking down those who are trying to get back up. And i'm not talking about the child molesters. I'm talking about mothers who maybe made a mistake earlier on in their parenting. Or a man who might have abused his wife, but now knows his wrongs and is making up for it. EVERYONE deserves to be given another chance. And sometimes mistakes happen more than once, and you have to lose what is important in order to realize that you need to change. You shouldn't be knocking down those who are in fact trying.

The other thing that really disturbs me is when you are talking to child molesters. And you always say things like "Daddy! Why are you doing this! Daddy don't put your wee wee in my mouth." OH SICK. Are you ******* psycho??? Seriously. I think we ALL understand what is involved in child molesting and how horribly sick it is. We don't need your graphic details and mocking of a little girl in order to understand the severity of it.

It is truly disturbing when you do that. It makes my skin shutter.

But whatever, I mean if you like mimicking little girls who've been molested, I guess that's cool. It's just completely amusing that you are so unintelligent that you are incapable of getting your point across without name calling...bless your heart. But hey, it's all you I suppose. Just another reason i'm happy to be me. Because I am smart enough to know the difference between right and wrong. And unlike you, I am able to accept reality...without being disgusting and disturbing.

Re: steve wilkos...

 Virgothepoet wrote:

.The other thing that really disturbs me is when you are talking to child molesters. And you always say things like "Daddy! Why are you doing this! Daddy don't put your wee wee in my mouth." OH SICK. Are you ******* psycho??? Seriously. I think we ALL understand what is involved in child molesting and how horribly sick it is. We don't need your graphic details and mocking of a little girl in order to understand the severity of it.

It is truly disturbing when you do that. It makes my skin shutter.

But whatever, I mean if you like mimicking little girls who've been molested, I guess that's cool. It's just completely amusing that you are so unintelligent that you are incapable of getting your point across without name calling...bless your heart. But hey, it's all you I suppose. Just another reason i'm happy to be me. Because I am smart enough to know the difference between right and wrong. And unlike you, I am able to accept reality...without being disgusting and disturbing.